can you imagine if we made all the right choices all the time? as positive and helpful as that sounds, i dont think i would want that. or i should say, im glad that i don't. i realize that i learn so much from hindsight. and even more than just from looking back at mistakes, decisions, or just experiences, i learn from talking/sharing these things with others. i learned that in a conversation today. because i'm not a naturally inclined to share things beyond words to fill up the space, i don't really process and digest a lot i have actually been through. it's amazing how much i learn about myself when im in the process of talking about something i've "learned" to someone else. it's like a simultaneous process. im learning about myself and sharing that information to someone else at the exact same time.
like right now. im still processing my hindsight learning capabilities as i write/type this right now. that explains the lack of cohesion. maybe thats why im such a scattered writer/speaker/thinker. the stuff in my head is usually not organized and therefore never comes out organized. it becomes organized on its way out. kind of like those coin counting machines. they dont organize the coins first and then count them. they count them and organize them at the same time.
except the funny thing is, my coin counter is not that kind. it just stores then coins. and its kinda full right now. i actually need to go manually sort and count them soon. oh the irony.
HA~!
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